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Tamahome: Miaka! Why are you here? Miaka: Because I can't leave you behind.
Miaka: And were YOU worried about me?
Tamahome: I said I'd protect you, so no matter what, I'll protect you. Miaka: 'Tamahome, when you did that (saving her under the rubble). . . my heart was overwhelmed. He went that far to save me...' Tamahome: Some things are too important to be sold. (says this when bandits corner him and Miaka and the leader says he'll buy Miaka from Tamahome) Miaka: It IS! - Because I..I'm IN LOVE WITH YOU! Miaka: I've found myself in love, and I have already lost him. (she begins to cry) Tamahome: Jealous? Hmph! Me? Let's stop kidding. I just met Miaka a short time ago. ME? I only have a soft spot for money - O-KA-NE (he ennunciates each syllable of the word for money). That's why I'm not jealous. (and with that he walks away from Nuriko, and leans against a pillar, looking up at the sky with a sad face and thinks to himself, 'jealous huh?'. Tamahome: When you said that (said I'm in love with you) What I said was unkind. It was the first time a woman said she loved me. I thought it couldn't be. I didn't know how to answer. For 17 years, there's only been money on my mind. I'm still that way. But I'll take you to Taitsukun's place. Recover as soon as possible. Tamahome: Breathing for no purpose is a waste of life.
Nuriko: So don't worry
Tamahome: Miaka. Is it really you? It was only 3 months, but it felt like
1000 years.
Tamahome: Don't make that face. I'm with you. I won't let anything happen to you.
Tamahome: Are you alright Miaka?
Tamahome: So far I've lived only for my family. Until everyone in my family is happy, I thought I should put all my wishes aside. So I paid no attention to women. But suddenly, Miaka appeared. She....Miaka....filled my heart, I love her. So I'll risk my life for her. Tamahome: You say it's not my business. You think I'm in trouble because of you. (he grabs her and holds her tight, and kisses her) Even if I do get into trouble for you, I don't give a damn, because I'm in love with you. Miaka: You're not trouble for me. Back in my world, I couldn't forget you. That's why I came back. I love you too much to put you in danger. Tamahome: I'll make no excuses. But let me say this. I love Miaka. So I'm not going to hand her over to anybody.
Tamahome: Where you're concerned, do you think I give a damn?
Yui: (her eyes widen) That...that much...you love Miaka? (finally
understanding)
Miaka: Tamahome's clothes...Tamahome's smell...I'm NOT alright. From the first moment I saw him, I've never taken my eyes off of him. I've always hung in there because Tamahome was with me. But...not anymore...(she sobs onto his bed)
Miaka sees this and lifts the sword and clasps it firmly into Tamahome's
hands. 'Kill me. If it will make you like you used to be, then please,
kill me.' (she touches his face tenderly and gently) I'll be ok if you
kill me. So don't die. I love you Tamahome. I'll always love you. (she
kisses him)
Tamahome: If I had one wish, it would be one above all else....to be with you - never separated rom you for my whole life. Miaka takes the ribbon, thinking 'Even while you were controlled by Nakago, you hung onto it. Although he became that way, he still...' She gets emotional realizing that even controlled by Nakago and the mind altering drug, Tamahome had still deeply loved her from within. She hugs him from behind. Tamahome: Shoot. I figured you came to make passionate love to me. ;)
Miaka: What is it? Something on my face?
Tamahome: Miaka, I've saved money for myslf and my family. I'm at marriagable age now. Sooner or later I'll be independent. If it's possible, I'll build us a new house. We won't be rich, but we'll be happy. I want to have boys. (we see a shot of a very nervous Tamahome's face) I-I mean...What I want to say is...I want us to marry. (he says this very fast and nervously - so CUTE! :) ) Miaka: I have to separate myself from the two people I love the most...Giving up Tamahome isn't right. I care about them both so much. I want to respond openly, without lies. I told Taitsukun I could take it. What a mistake. But it's like being stupidly forthright. Or just stupid itself.
Tamahome: There's got to be another way. Throw away our feelings? Don't
touch eachother? What a laugh. (he smiles) I can't do that (he says
strongly) Until calling Suzaku, we...(he punches his fist into a wall very
hard in anger. And then briefly tries to touch his injured hand to Miaka's
cheek gently but has to stop.) 'I understand' he says and runs away from
Miaka but then turns around and looks at Miaka, once more completely
filled with love and hope.
Tamahome: Miaka...I've had to live for my family...but I couldn't protect
them. So I swore in front of my father's grave...that I'd devote my life
to protecting you. (his sign glows as he makes this vow and his eyes are
stern and filled with determination) I won't let you die. We'll get the
Shinzaho...and all come back alive.
Miaka: He isn't aware of what he's doing. So it's ok. If "here" were my
world, and Tamahome was an ordinary high school student....nothing would
interfere with our love. (she lays on top of him and hugs him, both lay
there cuddling)
Tamahome: Don't go. Don't go ANYWHERE. (he walks upto her and gently hugs
her, pulling her head into his chest) Stay with me.
Miaka raises her face up and looks into his eyes and thinks: If I stay, I
have to cast my world away. But if I do, I won't have to separate from
Tamahome. (Suddenly her mouth finally finds the words her heart wants to
speak)
Miaka (THINKING now as the holds Tamahome): My family, my friends, my
world....if I can be with Tamahome, I can bear throwing it all away.
Tamahome hugs Miaka and tells her that Miaka does something everytime to shorten his life. Miaka gasps out Tamahome's name and asks him where his hands are. They are tighly squeezed around her breasts! She punches him. 'Shit! It was an accident!' Tamahome yells ;) hahaha :) Tamahome: 'Sometimes i think she;s stronger than everyone of us.'
Tamahome removes her robe and reveals her nakedness and looks upon her.
'Beautiful. Pure. Like at the cleansing ceremony....nothing different. No
one would be able to rape you. (he hugs her to him - not caring that she'
naked) So don't cry anymore. I'll stay with you. Although we can't call
Suzaku, forever and ever - we swore we'd be together and that I'd make you
the happiest bride in the world. I swear to that. I have only you. You
mean everything to me.
Tamahome: If you don't want to have your ass blown away, get away from Miaka and get out of here. Tamahome breaks away and runs to the tower determines to tell Miaka her loves her. 'I'm sorry Miaka, wait for me. No matter how much we're going to get hurt, you and I....'he vows in his mind as he runs toher. Tamahome: The couple who kisses at the top of that tower at sunset will never be parted right? This isn't the top of the tower, and the sun's alrady set, but if there's something, no matter how trivial that can change our destiny, I'll do it.
Miaka runs after him thinking, 'We may all die tomorrow. Both tamahome and
I...' she runs and hugs him from behind placing her hand over his heart.
'It's alright', she says. 'Tonight we...tonight...make me your bride.'
Tamahome grasps her small hand in his large one and kisses her.
Miaka: Tamahome, you didn't let go of me!
Miaka awakes the next morning and runs to tamahome's room. He is sound asleep. She thinks: 'Tamahome....you really came out of the book world into my world. You created a miracle, just for me.' Tamahome: Miaka, I'm sorry. I don't know anything, but you, you knew everything and you still loved me, a man inside a book. I finally understand that a guadian exists to protect the maiden. The true meaning of why I was born...when you arrived in our world, that was when we realy started to come alive. I understand now that I live for you. My life, the world that means everything to me, the universe, everything and I, all belong to you. There's no need for you to be afraid of anything because I'll continue to love you. Tamahome: (holding her shoulders) When i didn't know any better, I could easily say selfish things, but now I understand what tatara said, and I thought about it. If it was our destiny to meet, there may be a 'me; in this world that's not the me standing here...not a fictitious character, but a real me . . .yeah right, what am I saying? (he cherrily grins) Miaka: Why?! why are you saying such things? If you're not around, I won't ever be happy. You said 'you're the only one I love' (she embraces him, crying into his chest) You said we'd always be together that we;d live together! You're not a fictictious person! To me, you're someone irreplaceable! Please don't say we need to part! I'll do whatever you say, I'll even learn to cook better Tamahome: Miaka! (his eyes water and he grabs her in a fierce hug) Let's hold our wedding by ourselves. tell me how it's done in this world. Miaka: yesterday I bought these rings from a shop. We place these on eachother's left hands and say our vows.
They place the rings on eachother's hands and hold there hands together.
Tamahome: (he says under his breath) Miaka, I'm glad I could say I love you at least one more time. We may not be able to see eachother again, but please forgive me. I'll at least protect your future with my life!!
Nuriko: You're supposed to be dead!
Miaka: Tamahome don't let go of me...get a very good grip on me...
Miaka is now sitting on the ground, tears streaming from her eyes, and the Four Gods: Sky and Earth is folded before her. She picsk it up, sobbing, and Keisuke, and Tetsuya appear, and she turns to Keisuke telling him that he was wring, that this was book was the most beautiful book she had ever read.
Dear Miaka,
TETSUYA: 'This spring a new transfer student arrived in my class...and he's a litttle different....he says that he has all of his memories from a previous life since childhood. In that life he had a 'star' and a mission where he was to protect a certain young lady. he was one of 7 people and before he was reborn, he made that girl a promise.....even if his appearance changes, even if thousands of ten thousands of years passed, that he'd search for you...no matter what....' "Finally, I've found you." - Tamahome reincarnated as Taka Sukunami |